~Summary for 2009~..~Beginning of 2010~

2009..it's been a wonderful year for me..

From schooling to working, for chatting to socializing , I've learnt A LOT and get A LOT of experience this year.. This is the year where I step out to the real world, knowing the world outside my view.. The best is making so many new friends from day to day..

The saddest thing..is that I been busy making friends outside, I have lost communication with the friends I have..my classmates, schoolmates.. Juz like yesterday..when at Desa Park City, seeing lots of friends from school but dunno how to communicate with them..feel so bad..

My greatest hope for 2010 is to able to have more close friends in class, have the last wonderful year schooling...just hope it's come true...

~shad0w@k@edmund~

FINALLY~! I’m back!!!

Hahaha.. LOL~ Been lost for …let me see…6 months! Half a year..pasted!! =.=..

Hmmm…lots of things happened for the pass few months.. From homework to studies, from work to socializing, feeling myself have changed a lot, physically and most of all mentally..

1st.Money

Pocket money,according to dictionary.com, money for small current expenses..money which gave by parents to their children to use in school, but now in my case it’s vice versa. Since family having financial problem lately, money seems to be a thing to earn by myself. Not only I need to earn money for myself, I need to give some of my salary to my parents for family expends.. Been working since end of June, which means already working for 3months but guess how much money left. Need to pay for my tuition fees and school expenses. Before this, my parents would give around RM20 when I went out with friends for a movie or so but now.. Sigh..

Obviously, working will affect my alertness and performance in school and class and directly, my studies and grade, affected. Normally school over at 1.20pm, sometimes need to stay back for activities and duties. Reach home around 5pm, 6pm go to work. I’ll work until 9.30pm at night. Then have my dinner, have my bath, it’s already almost 11pm. Rush my homework, ready tomorrow’s school stuff, brush my teeth, ready for bed and look at the clock..1am…

But the good thing is, in return, I get freedom..my parents hardly stop me from going out now since I been studying and working so hard.. Often go out at night or midnight lately..which I find it’s quite nice.. =)

Just finish my final exam~!! YEAH~

Which mean I need to continue working already..T.T.. This will be the last month I will be working for this year..still considering wanna work next year anot since it’s SPM year..

Ok..I think that’s all for now… Wanna try update my blog more often cause starting to feel my blog’s empty.. =P

~shad0w@k@edmund~
3/11/09
9.18pm

Bullied...

Cry...Being bullied,again..T.T..
Had marching in skul for sports day yesterday..And of course,st.john's marching...

Started to march from 8.30am..March,march,march...
After march for a few hours..Den take 5mins break which turn out to be almost 30mins rest,they started chit chating.. And some start to play..
And here is how it all started...

1st,1 of the gal's shoes kena take away and they throw from a point to another point.. So,I oso join in..Muahahahaa... And I'm the one who throw de most..Hehe..
But den.....she wanted revenge..T.T..
As I was walking around the field,suddenly I kena tangkap by "some" gals hoping to be raped,took out both of my shoes and throw from one end to another end of the field.. And the worse thing is I made a hole at my sock!!!..T.T...After being played by the gals,finally they gave back after the game have became bored...=.=|||...

Here comes the worst part..Guess what entertain them this time..
My underpants..OMA!!So damn unluckily la!!!This morning as I choose my underpants to wear,I choose the most eye catching colour..RED!! After chasing for my shoe sure the back of my shirt will come out rite??...T.T...At that time,all the gals laugh at me..Keep saying "Edmund wear red underpants!!!","Edmund wear red underpants!!!"..
Den suddenly..all of them count 1,2,3..."EDMUND WEAR RED UNDERPANTS!!!"
Pengangkap, kadet bomba, kadet remaja, pancaragam etc all of them were there..
AND ALL OF THEM WERE LOOKING AT ME!!!
So damn...embrassed...T.T...

Anyway..sudah biasa..习惯就好...=.=..

~shad0w@k@edmund~
8/3/09
4.30

Misai...

OMA!!So embarassed today...T.T....

As usual..Wake up at 6am..Get ready for skul..
*Hornhorn*..Get onto my frenz car...
Reach skul...7.20am assembly start...

As the bloody principle who used up half an hour for his bloody speech,I saw a perfect staring at me for a long time.. Then walks towards me.. And I oredi knew,he is aiming at my hair,cause my hair is totaly too long.. So,I juz waiting for him to write down my name and dimerit me...


Closer and closer he gets.. As he reached,he said...your misai..very long,pls shave it..
OMA!! It was so damn embrassing!! Everyone that stood beside me stared at me and laugh...Wuwuu..T.T..
So..I bought my very 1st shave when my family went out for dinner..

My 1st RM1.80 shave..

Nth special about it.. Plus I made some cuts on my face!! Well,it is my 1st shave rite?? Will improve my shaving skill next time..=P..


~shad0w@k@edmund~
28/2/09
5.45am

Exam...

Ok...
How long dint I update my blog oredi a???=.=|||
I oso dun dare to count..Lolz..

Next week exam loh~~Sitting for the 1st upper form exam..
Ppl say very hard la..Muz read la..
But...dunno why have no pressure or any motivation to push me to touch de books...

I was thinking..Since teacher said it is normal for fail the 1st exam...
So...what is the point of reading..Hahaha..
So..continue enjoy life ba~!!XD

~shad0w@k@edmund~
21/2/2009
8.37pm

Busy busy busy....

Busy busy busy...

This is what I wanna talk about today..
I'm not talking about me being busy..but my lover..
Dunno why he just can't have a quiet butt...He have to, or I can use the word MUST, have things to do every single day...

Just wish could have more time with me..

~Let Me Let Go~

I thought it was over, baby
We said our goodbyes
But I can't go a day without your face
Goin' through my mind

In fact, not a single minute
Passes without you in it
Your voice, your touch, memories of your love
Are with me all of the time

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go

I talked to you the other day
Looks like you make your escape
You put us behind, no matter how I try
I can't do the same

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
It just isn't right
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road
Let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know, yeah
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go

Lights of this strange city are shinin'
But they don't hold no fascination for me
I try to find the bright side, baby
But everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
You're all I see

Let me, let me let go, baby, won't you
Let me let go
It just isn't right
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road
Oh, let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Yeah, you're still in my soul, let me let go

Let me let go, let me let go

Tired skuls day...=.="

OMA!!Juz the 1st few days of skul and I'm oredi so so tired..=.="..Rushing for the orentation day till siao~!!

Luckily able to get into the science class..AND oso luckily I'm not in the science 1st class..The people in the 1st class owaz very stingy and proud,owaz wanna get the 1st place so they dun share their knowledge with other ppl..That's what I observed la..Really thanks god I'm in the 2nd class..Aleluya..=X..

And once again,I'm have a post in class again..T.T..Wuwuuu...Been having post since form 2 le..But at least this time the post doesn't have to have much to do..Oh,haven say my post..Paise..Hehe..My post is bendahari loh..All $$$$$$..Haha..

Not only this..AND my bdn beruniform oso a....T.T..Wuwuuuu..Oso bendahari..All bling bling $$money$$..Only can touch cant take..Must tahan..LOL~!!

Ok la..Very tired le..Gona have my cat nap loh~!!Cya in the next post loh...
Sayonana~XD

~Shad0w_EDmUnD~
7/1/09
6.37pm